Unquiet....
Friends always ask about my love life. That’s because I don’t want to tell anything or even inkling to them. I felt like I’ll be showcasing my private life if I will and that’s a big no no not unless if she’s my best friend.
I’ve been studying guys for the past years and one of the things I’ve learned that what is between the two of us must be kept with between the two of us. A best friend can be told but not the details. Just in case if plans backfire, she’s on the rescue.
I saw that a guy felt betrayed when he has learned from someone else about the things he did or say in private. So if my girlfriends & I are in for some heart-to-heart talk, I keep my mouth shut even if they are goading me to spill something. It’s so damn annoying when I got teased for something they don’t know. And you know that they’re doing it because they’re hot for the headline and you can’t simply chill them out.
Maybe I’m going to graduate college and just realized something after my younger sister has told me that I had no official boyfriend ever in my life and if I’m going to march without one, she’ll come to me after the ceremony and give me a hug. I don’t know if it was an insult or a compliment. I don’t know how to take it. In this world where every girl had an “official boyfriend” even once in their life, I’m what they call as, well, a –loser. But am I really? On the other hand, she elaborated that I’m somewhat a dedicated person towards my studies and that it’s the better thing to do. But have I been truly dedicated? I’ll keep the answers to myself. I’d rather have that hug than a headache or worse—a heartache.
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